Senior Prom

Oh my God. This is so unbelievable. I have to put this down in words. Greg just ran to the store and I’m totally freaking out. Tonight has been the most amazingly perfect night. I can’t believe how awesome it has been. Greg made this the most perfect Prom night of all time. He rented a limousine and took me to the best seafood restaurant in the city, “The Pearl Shore.” The food was amazing. I had steak and crab, my FAV! Once we got to the Prom we danced until we couldn’t anymore. We hung out with all our friends and took a million pics. I can’t believe this is our Senior Prom! I am going to miss everyone so much. I MISS YOU ALL ALREADY! It’s unbelievable to think that we only have a few weeks left together until we go our own ways. After Prom Greg surprised me by renting a room at the hotel so we wouldn’t have to end the night early. He’s so thoughtful, he thinks of everything.

But that’s not even the most amazing part, he said he wanted to be with me for the rest of his life!!!! HE SAID HE WANTS TO MARRY ME SOMEDAY!!! Can you freaking believe that?!? He’s so amazing I want to be with him for the rest of my life too. I would die without him. I want to end this day in a perfect way. After all that has happened I can’t imagine a more perfect time to have sex for the first time. He’s so great. This has been the most amazing night and the best year of my life. I love him so much, I want to share this with him. I’m sure my parents would freak out, but I don’t even care. This is my life. It’s what I want. It’s not like I’m 14 or anything. I’m 18, an adult. I can do what I want, can’t I? I guess its okay. Is it okay? It feels okay, so it must be okay.

I gotta go, he’ll be back soon and he’ll give me such a hard time if he finds out I’m blogging again……